This has been a . . . sorta complicated . . . month here in my “space”-iverse. I’ve been [hmmmmm . . . how to phrase this . . . struggling with? stewing about? noodling? losing sleep over?] [ let’s go with . . . ] working through [yeah! that’s it!] something this month. And it’s taken up a lot of the space in my brain.
I haven’t really thought about “my word” this month.
Like . . . not at all.
But I have done a lot of . . . working through. And here at the end of the month, I’m in a better place than I was as the beginning of the month [not that it has any relation to a calendar, don’tcha know].
But then. Well. I realized I hadn’t been thinking about my word . . . but my word was thinking about me! While I was allowing myself the space . . . to, well . . . struggle, stew, noodle, lose sleep . . . and, ultimately, work through . . . my $h*t, my word had been hanging around there the whole time, in my head. Lurking.
Sometimes, you don’t have to have any special word project or prompt or action to follow. You just need to give your word . . . some space [no pun intended] . . . and let it marinate there.
The thoughts and connections? They will come.
I know this all sounds rather cryptic, and I’m sorry about that. But not every story is a bloggable story. These words I’ve chosen over the years, though? They haven’t let me down yet!
“Perhaps the journey towards epiphany is an unseen, steady process towards understanding. Likened to a combination safe, as you scroll the dial towards the inevitable correct combination you cannot tangibly see your progress.”–Chris Matakas
I am so sorry you are losing some sleep… but I love that your word was working even when you were not thinking about it! That is the best hope I have for my words… that they will become part of me… and work even when I am in the weeds.
I hope life turns soon XO
It sounds like you have chosen your words very carefully and I love that they are working in the background even when you’re not actively thinking about them. Here’s to that “unseen, steady progress towards understanding”.
Glad to hear you are working through whatever it is/was and that your word was in the background perhaps guiding you a bit. I’ve had two nights of “lost” sleep, so I can sympathize.
Our words never let us down, even when we think they aren’t working. I’m glad you’re working through whatever is bothering you and that space is helping you to do that. XOXO
Glad this end of the month is feeling better than the beginning. Sometimes SPACE means giving ourselves some space to do what we have to do. Or noodle as one needs.
I guess what you really needed was some space from Space, eh? (No worries about being cryptic — you don’t need to share EVERYTHING about your life with the internet, you know.)
Here’s to closing out September. Hugs.
Epiphany is one of my favorite words (and a favorite season) – here’s to a new month! and better sleep. xxoo.
Sending all the love your way and happy that the space you needed was there for you.
Sending love and good vibes, although it sounds like you may not need them now as much as a few weeks ago. Whatever your struggles, know that we are all here to support you. If epiphany is what you reached, hurrah! If halfway up the mountain is where you are, hurrah for the half mountain you have already conquered! xoxoxox